your question:

01/28/2024 Ilyas Phaizulline

Have you ever engaged in self-torture and had suicidal thoughts? Also, do you think it's better to be in a relationship or to be alone?

my answer:

Geez, not holding back here are ya. Fortunately for me, no, I haven’t. And I implore anyone who does to seek help — even if it’s simply talking frankly with others.
There’s no absolute to your second question because it is absolutely subjective. And the answer can be both. Alone time is extremely important to me so that has to be taken into account whatever the case may be. Sometimes it takes the better part of a person’s life to figure out what is best for them.